Ha ha ha, is very hard to decide. Now I would still think whether is bit regrettably to let go the working chance as one of the jobs is quite near (Tuas) plus will be pioneer in planning and building the DW for the company.. But whenever I think of the lonely back I saw at infant care, I can't be firm enough to move on with my own life. In fact, other than what I mentioned above, there is challenge to be a working mum especially I need to handle Chloe myself after fetching her back from infant care.

Maybe after 6 months I can't let go again, but if my sister can babysit her then is another story. Hee hee. But regarding childcare, definitely is af 18 months thingy.

Now the full time mummy is getting busier, as Chloe starts to eat more things. Plus now she knows to crawl so can let her play herself for longer time then I can do my things too. But you know la, routine life is boring, But like you said, now I love and appreciate more her laugh and smile as I lost them during that 2 days. I get back the happy Chloe, so always remind me to cherish the life I am with her now. :)

My dear friend, believe me, you wont send chloe to infant care after half an year later, because you love 'perfect', and you love chloe so much.

Well, I went thru the same things when I send Jo En to childcare, so I perfectly understand what you felt. Em, left 6 months baby in infant care is really cruel things, maybe send her to childcare centre when she is 18 months will be much better.

Haha, my little Jo Ee also super super alert when we left her alone. When we walk pass in front of her, she also will scream ask for attention. Her character really super different from her sister.

After trying and went thru all these things, I am sure you will appreciate and feel happy become full time mother for time being, at least for another one year ^-^

Ha ha, thanks to let me know that is normal for me to feel so. :) anyway, when hugging the happy chloe just like having the world.

Hee hee, is my FIL doesn't have the courage to challenge himself too. I also ask him to sit down to play with Chloe when she is okay, but you know guys especially an old man, what can you ask for more from him. To him, Chloe not crying when see him then is enough. He also dunno how to play with her. Lol. I got told him like this like that then he said he dunno..... Dun have the intention to learn too. ><

I understand that. I also will let her wake up if she really fully awake then another 2 hours to nap again. But each day should have a period to have a longer nap and if every time nap only half an hour then I lagi tiring to pat her sleep for so many rounds.. ;(

Will feel heart pain but need to have 'she' then 'de' gua. I wish for healthier life. :)

Yeah, wanna let her sleep alone in her room but the room is really noisy as facing the main road so have to change my room with her..taking time to shift. Plus now she cant sleep tight at night for this month then need to wake up to soothe her so delay again. No problem to let her sleep alone, just the condition now not allowed. Sianz...