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8/13/2009 10:30 PM
终于划上了休止符。回头看，不舍的不是这份工作，而是不舍踩着高跟鞋当个白领，每个月有固定收入的日子。当然还有可以一起嬉哈笑骂的lunch kakis.说起来挺矛盾的，原来我并没有失去对工作生活的热忱，而是对现在这份工作失去了斗志。
无论如何，我决定我还是会回到社会工作的。我有了新的目标。我要找一份轻松一点的工作，因为我想读书了。不知为何，很想念读书的日子。觉得应该进修了，觉得灵魂干枯了。我想让我的父母有个硕士女儿。哈哈。
所以如今我隐退江湖，我要让自己厌恶当家庭主妇的日子，那我会更爱有事做的忙碌日子吧。有点无聊，但人都是自找苦吃的家伙呀！休息是为了走更远的路。我坚信我不踏出安全的领域，我永远也不知外面有什么等着我去发掘。
在决定了停下来后，才发现生命有很多可能。才发现可以改变的，掌控的也变多了。可能失去了安定的收入，但发现生活的空间变大了。如果我还是日复一日的呆下去，我想我根本不会好好地规划将来的方向。与其浪费我的时间面对不会赏识我的人，我要寻找我的天空。我要做我生命的主人！
2 comment(s) so far...
Re: 悄悄的我即将走了，正如我悄悄地来。。
Hey gal, I enjoy reading your blog... very inspirational and heart-warming.
I can understand how you feel over here.
Very admire u, your thoughts and what u r doing right now... that is searching for what u really want to do and not just go with the flow... and having the dare to step out of your comfort zone and do something different.
U know what, last time only see your wedding photos on this site... didn't even know u started blogging here until i came across this site in my favourites again. :D
Anyway, jiayou to u for what u are doing now! U have my admiration and support as a friend always. :)
By Fiona on
9/22/2009 5:33 PM
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Re: 悄悄的我即将走了，正如我悄悄地来。。
Thanks Fiona-san, I also wondered how come you so fast left comments on my latest post that day.... ha ha, in fact, is you inspired me to start to blog... remmbr I owed you wedding guide 101 ? So I blogged here, just that dragged and dragged till forgot to tell you liao... Enjoy reading ! Plus, thanks for your admiration and support.... You know what, you are always the sweet friend whom touched me and surprised me..bcos you are very sentimental gal, not quite matching with your cheerful character, so when you doing little sweet thgs like this, I feel very very warm. ^^
By Qiao Ting on
9/25/2009 12:28 AM
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